motzei Shabbos: Behar 5784

reflections on parasha Behar 5784

Within the text, concerning the Shemitah year, there is a reassurance given to the one who doubts in his mind, whether or not G-d’s provision will suffice when the land lies fallow. G-d anticipates the question. “And if ye shall say: ‘What shall we eat in the seventh year? Behold, we may not sow, nor gather in our increase’; then I will command My blessing upon you in the sixth year, and it shall bring forth produce for the three years” (Leviticus 25:2-21, JPS 1917 Tanach).

Apparently, there is a conflict between faith and reason, in the mind of the doubter, regarding the provision to be made for the three years. In this sense, reason diminishes the bitachon (trust) in HaShem to provide; so, He gives His blessing to assure the one who doubts, that despite his inability to understand how one year’s worth of crops would last for three years, it will be provided, according to HaShem’s Providence.

Yet, even if there is a conviction in the eyes of the beholder that the provision will be made, one might wonder how that fulfillment will be brought about. Too often we uphold the unspoken tenet that faith and reason are opposed to each other. Similarly, the polarity between faith and questioning should be understood as a dialogue, not as opposite positions in regard to belief.

Since HaShem’s ways are higher than our ways, it is only natural to wonder how He will bring about his promises, despite what we may see with our eyes, hear with our ears, and question with our intellect. Faith bridges the gap between our lack of understanding and His fulfillment of His promises.

If we have doubt, it may not be so much because of a lack of belief in G-d, rather, it could be a result of our doubt in His efficacy. That is an issue having to do with bitachon (trust). We may question, while still having faith, in tandem with our doubts.

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Author: tzvifievel

I am Jewish. I write divrei Torah, poetry, and brief essays on modern culture. I am interested in exploring Judaism beyond a surface level of belief and practice; I try to emphasize kavanah in prayer, mitzvoth, and study.

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