dvar Balak 5785

“I see him, but not now; I behold him, but not nigh.”

– Numbers 24:17

The third set of prophecies, given by Balaam, concerns Moshiach. In particular, the prophecy begins with an expectation of Moshiach, “I see him, but not now.” This connotes the understanding that he is expected to come sooner than the appointed time, if the Jewish people hasten his arrival. “I behold him, but not soon.” This denotes his future appearance, in accordance with the appointed time, as per what has been designated by HaShem. This dual-timing is reflected in the pasuk, “At it’s appointed time, I will hasten it” (Isaiah 60:22, Sanhedrin 98). His arrival is hastened if we merit the acceleration of his arrival through our conduct as a people. Otherwise, Moshiach arrives at the appointed time (Or HaChayim on Numbers 24:17).  

Balaam’s prophecy continues, “there shall step forth a star out of Jacob.” Moshiach is likened to a shooting store, notably, a comet, because, in the words of Nachmanides, it is written about Moshiach, “behold, there came with the clouds of heaven one like unto a son of man” (Daniel 7:13). “And a scepter shall rise out of Israel…” The scepter is symbolic of a ruler, because Moshiach will rule from Jerusalem over the nations. Even Moab, the domain of Balak will fall under the reign of Moshiach at some point in the future.

This news must have deflated the aspirations of Balak. At the end of their discourse, Balaam returns to his place, and Balak also goes on his way. Apparently there is no change in their disposition toward Israel, and they each seem estranged from the other, Balak being disappointed that Balaam did not curse Israel. Rather Balaam blessed Israel and informed Balak of his kingdom’s ultimate demise.

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Moshiach Seudah

Pesach 5784 – 8th Day – Moshiach Seudah (Meal of the Messiah)

Passover is a time of renewal, reflection, and commitment to our heritage, inclusive of the values that were instituted at Sinai after the Exodus. Moreover, the commandment to re-enact the narrative of the Exodus culminates in the acknowledgment of our own identification with our collective past. We recall the Exodus every day within the framework of prayer.

And, we are called every year in Nissan, the first of the months, to actually relive our ancestor’s enslavement in Egypt, and our subsequent redemption. Primarily, this experience of empathy with our former lowliness as a people occurs at the seder – a meal of symbolic foods, wherein we recall the narrative of the Exodus, by reading from the Hagaddah, a collection of scripture, commentary, and prayer. We dos collectively, with family and community.

This is unlike any other meal of the year; and, that is exactly the point. Why is this night different than any other? Because on the night of Passover we travel back in time, as if we were actually present at those momentous events that led towards the Geulah (Redemption).

Moreover, we look forward to the Geulah Shleimah (Complete Redemption), otherwise known as the Final Redemption. The tradition on the last day of Passover is to hold a Moshiach Seudah (Meal of Messiah) that casts our thoughts towards the day when we are fully re-established in the land of Israel, after the rebuilding of the Third Temple. Moshiach will reign from Jerusalem, Israel will be a light to the nations, and the Torah will go out from Zion to all peoples.

Tisha b’Av 5783

reflection for Tisha b’Av day: Stuck in Galus (Exile)

“From thence ye will seek the L-RD thy G-d; and thou shalt find Him, if thou search after Him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.” – Deuteronomy 4:29, JPS 1917 Tanach

In Galus (Exile), we are bound by our distractions, and deceived by modern culture. Instead of being cognizant of all that has been taken away from us, we are enamored by the glitter of the world. Our eyes are glued to the screens of New Babylon, projecting its images across the world. We forgotten what the psalmist says not forget: “O Jerusalem, if I forget thee…” (Psalms 137:5).

Even so, Moshe prophesied that from this place of exile, we will seek H’Shem. It is just like the zeitgeist of the world, in every age, to try to blind us to the truth, to make us forget our ways, and assimilate into the masses of faceless humanity. Yet, in our hearts, we know who we are, and the call to return to G-d is more powerful than the yearning for endless entertainment. Unearth the treasures of the past, excavate the hidden gems of our ancestors, dust off the pages of scripture, in order to learn the truth. We are not made for this world; we are created to serve H’Shem.

There can be no compromise, as Elijah made clear to the Israelites at Mount Carmel: “’How long halt ye between two opinions? if the L-RD be G-d, follow Him; but if Baal, follow him.’ And all the people answered him not a word” (1 Kings 18:21, JPS). Commentary explains, that the people were worshipping both H’Shem and the pagan deity Baal. They had formed a syncretic religion of sorts, where they blended worship of G-d with that of Baal.

Yet, there can be no compromise. Eliah was calling them to follow H’Shem wholeheartedly. Too often, we mix and match our interests, so that we can not give our undivided attention to the only One who deserves it. “Hear O Israel, the L-RD our G-d, the L-RD is One. And you shall love Him with all your heart, with all your soul, and all your might” (Deuteronomy 6:4).

The Faithless and the Faithful

My friend lost her faith in Moshiach. She was a fervent advocate of the “Moshiach Now” mentality, so prominent within Chabad chasidism. Now, because of an expectation that he would arrive before her cat died, she has done a 180 in her fervent desire to wait for him. It’s a moot issue for her, as if the world has changed, and will no longer require a great transformation that will be initiated at the time of Moshiach.

I think that her unrealistic expectation is a sign of extreme egocentricity. To think that the world revolves around oneself to the degree that one can dictate when Moshiach will arrive? Yet, isn’t this akin to the same expectations of religioso throughout history? Whether Jewish or Christian expectations, the story is similar – failed expectations lead to bewilderment.

In the case of the Millerites, when Messiah did not meet their expectations in 1844, half the movement disbanded. The other half was reformed by Hiram Edson, under the banner of what became known as the Seventh Day Adventists. They reshaped their calculations, admitting there was a flaw in their understanding, without seeing the original prophecy as entirely wrong.

Now that I think about it, another friend of mine recently abandoned his pursuit of things spiritual. He is essentially agnostic; although, he still brings in the Shabbat on Friday evening with a few prayers of his own design. I wonder whether this is a pattern that others may be woven into, forming a tapestry as the Geulah (Redemption) approaches.

I envision those whose faith is diminished as being on the side of the tapestry with the loose threads, while those who maintain their faith on the side that clearly depicts the Messianic Era, as the time approaches. “For the vision is yet for the appointed time, and it declareth of the end, and doth not lie; though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not delay” (Habakkuk 2:3, JPS 1917 Tanach).

Dawn Arrives Serene

"Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee; hide thyself for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast." 
- Isaiah 26:20, JPS 1917 Tanach

The final dawn arrives to bring

a hopeful message tinged with joy,

compels the soul to lift on high

the weary eyes above the sky.

Until that day, I’ll hide away,

and bide my time, making rhyme,

behind the screen of inner space,

where no one sees my hidden face.

I’ll greet the dawn with praise and song,

without the slightest sound of alarm,

resting in my safest haven,

and in anticipation sing.

The veil will part in sky and heart,

revealing all to glorify the One,

Who in Heaven’s Highest Abode,

sends blessings from His treasure trove.