Challenging the Polarities

I am an introvert; however, I am not shy. There is a difference between introversion and shyness. While shy people would like to be able to socialize with others, yet, find this challenging, introverts are not inclined to socialize with others, yet, can do so when necessary. So, I have no anxiety around conversing with others, when engaging in conversation beyond the usual small talk that people make. And, I have even become more open to speaking with others.

With this in mind, I showed up at a local pro Palestinian protest at a university campus as a peaceful counter presence, intent on conversing with anyone who was receptive to converse with me. After the protest, while the protesters were still present, I was talking with several pro-Israel students, when one of the co founders of the university SJP club approached me and introduced himself. We conversed for about ten minutes.

Additionally, I met a Jewish student who viewed Israel disfavorably; yet, we were able to connect as fellow Jews. This only goes to show that divisions can be crossed, rifts can be mended, and the impossible become possible. This is only the start for me with similar endeavors, as I plan to show up at a panel discussion next week, sponsored by the SJP university club.

This is not something that I would recommend for anyone. For myself, I have a strong background of understanding within the framework of the pro-Israel stance that I uphold. Moreover, I am somewhat familiar with the history of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict going back at least to 1935. Historical context is important, because most of the lies have sprung up irrespective of the historical facts.

In engaging in conversation with anyone about this conflict, it is important to know how to recognize false narratives that might challenge the truth. So, before I attend the panel discussion, I will continue to educate myself, in order to strengthen my stance. HaShem willing, something positive will result from the breaking down of walls that separate.

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Beyond Confidence

I have become the greeter at the synagogue. This means that I stand by the door, waiting for people to arrive. I open the door, on the right side of a double doorway, so that if the person(s) entering choose, they have opportunity to kiss the mezuzah on their right side, before they enter.

The door has been locked ever since the tragic events of October Seventh, when 1300 Israelis were massacred by Hamas terrorists, as well as the Palestinian civilians who we now know joined with them on this sick-minded, inhumane attack of innocent Israeli civilians, men, women, children as well as babies and the elderly.

Many in the Jewish community where I live are alarmed by what has happened and what is currently happening around the world. Even the relatively quiet city where I live has its share of Pro-Palestinian protests that are essentially pro-Hamas and anti-Israeli. These are organized by a chapter of the Students for Justice for Palestine on Campus as well as local Leftist activists.

I have been asked several times what I would do, if there was an issue at the synagogue. That depends on the nature of the circumstances. However, if I see someone who looks suspicious, rather than open the door and greet him, I intend to step outside and let the door close behind me. I have no fear.

Several months ago, some non-Jewish friends expressed concern for my safety in general, where I live, since I often walk here, there, and everywhere. I told them that I have changed nothing in my (very religious) appearance or attitude, except that I feel even more confident about who I am as a Jewish person, and will not let anything deter me from expressing the nature of my identity.

On the contrary, if I let fear take hold to the slightest degree, then a slow compromise would begin to take effect, and I would slip back into the metaphorical shell of a turtle that I used to hide under, when I was younger. I cannot let fear take root in my consciousness at all.

Not everyone is like this; and, I respect that people need to meet the circumstances from where they are at with themselves and G-d. The point being, that the more we place our trust in G-d, the more of a security He will be to us. Therefore, I have no confidence in myself, beyond the trust that I place in G-d. I will make an effort to stand up for my belief, practice, and identity; however, I will never leave G-d out of the equation.