Words of Hope

Forgive the man who sinned against you

often—just when revenge would be sweet;

and in your heart don’t loathe the ugly—

in the harvest’s refuse, there’s chaff and wheat.

– from the Selected Poems of Shmuel HaNagid

As long as I am contributing to the world, something of importance, I am content in my efforts to bring awareness, positivity, and renewal with a conscience focused on the values that I uphold as a human being with the temerity to speak boldly about what is important amidst the chaos.

Recently, I had an experience while reading a book by Viktor Frankl, wherein I resonated with a passage having to do with a man who decided to reclaim his life. I felt as if it was also time for me to do so. These kinds of spiritual motivations occur in real-life situations as well. Those whom inadvertently bring us back to the roots of ourselves, may do so unknowingly; yet, these encounters have been arranged from shomayim (heaven) for the sake of our spiritual growth.

I am reminded how years ago, an activist acquaintance of mine, when I associated with Leftists, told me that I can not remain neutral regarding the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict. He framed his statement in a manner that connoted neutrality as a stance that was not moral. Indeed, reflecting upon this now, I concur, in light of what Simon Wiesenthal said, that to remain silent in the face of evil is to be complicit. I am paraphrasing his well-known statement. And, now, I cannot remain silent.

I am disgusted with the video footage I watched of anti-Israel and pro-Hamas supporters outside the Amtrak Union station in Washington D.C. The facsimile of the Liberty Bell was vandalized, as was the statue giving credence to the discovery of a New World by Christopher Columbus. It is here, where a year and a half ago, I spoke with someone who attempted to give me advice, pertaining to my relentless cause of raising awareness of the dangers of Woke Ideology. He seemed to think that in doing so, I was placing myself in the fray, by countering the ideology, as if I was no different than them. This has remained with me ever since, and is why I try to transcend my critiques by making clear my values, and offering a way to higher ground. So, here goes my attempt to contribute something more than reactionary feedback to the chaos that plagued D.C. today when Netanyahu spoke at Congress.

What is the angst that drives protestors? Frustration is a key element, as mentioned by Eric Hoffer, in his book, The True Believer. It is the angst that fuels the fire of activists and would be do-gooders, today’s social justice warriors who rise up against the establishment in general for the sake of so-called vague sense of freedom, with cries of “liberation,” unaware of the original meaning intended. From the Marcusian mentality, liberation is that which frees human beings from the constraints of morals, so that their impulses can reign. That is the underbelly of radicalism that energizes the Leftist rage against the machine.

The same chants twenty years ago, that I heard in Philadelphia and L.A. are being heard in Washington D.C. “The people united shall never be defeated,” and “whose streets our streets.” I would think that they must also be chanting “No Justice No Peace,” the rallying cries of the Left. Yet, the pro-Hamas activists are not the kin of the radical Left, per se; rather they are the ilk of barbarism that plagues the world. It is appalling to witness their support for a terrorist group that committed horrific atrocities on October Seventh in Israel.

I would like to be able to get along with people in my social sphere, including those who believe, think, and live differently than me, depending upon their ideological beliefs or casual attachment to their sense of Jewishness. I am guilty to of a casual attitude toward my own level of Yiddishkeit, and suffer when I deviate from the path. Yet, as conveyed in the above-mentioned poem, both the chaff and the wheat are mixed together within the congregation of the faithful and the faithless. And, outside the perimeter of my very small world, I see humanity through a blurry lens, unable to see seeds of redemption or a spark of renewal in those who condemn themselves by way of their own inhumanity.

I will not take up a sign to protest, nor counter-protest; however, I will take up the pen, figuratively speaking, while I type out these words on my keyboard: To remain silent in the face of evil is to be complicit with the worst traits of humanity as they arise in the hearts of mankind, sentenced to despair by their own unbelief in a G-d who has already promised that through following His commandments, we may transcend our base desires, hateful inclinations, and misguided intentions.

This is the message that needs to be proclaimed, in like manner that a university student paraded a Moshaich Now flag through the U.C.L.A. pro-Palestinian campus encampment, during students protests, only a month or two ago. Of course, I defer to the power of words, rather than any kind of violence, as enshrined in the scene in the Indiana Jones movie, where the historian says, “The pen is mightier than the sword.”

Ultimately, what is needed is compassion toward others, who disagree with us, and forgiveness of those who tread upon our toes. Yet, this only works for certain within the framework of a mutual agreement between those in a group of people committed to the same values. Expressing radical compassion to those who are our enemies is above and beyond the call duty. Even so, at least not partaking in their own sins of hatred and intolerance is a step in the right direction. We are all called toward righteousness in accord with HaShem’s divine vision for the world. It is clear from the scriptural accounts of that eschatological view, that not everyone will agree with The Plan. There are times when we must look after our own conscience, making sure to preserve the values that we uphold, so that we may remain human, in alignment with the Divine Blueprint. This may include speaking our mind for the sake of Truth. Eventually, only G-d will sort out the wheat from the chaff.

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parasha Behaalotecha 5784

“For I brought thee up out of the land of Egypt, and redeemed thee out of the house of bondage, and I sent before thee Moses, Aaron, and Miriam.” – Micah 6:4, JPS 1917 Tanach

Miriam and Aaron were co-leaders of Israel along with their brother, Moses, as well as prophets in their own right. Yet, they feel diminished by Moshe’s uniqueness, when he separated himself out from family life, in order to be more prepared to receive HaShem’s presence at all times. “And they said: ‘Hath the L-RD indeed spoken only with Moses? hath He not spoken also with us?’ And the L-RD heard it” (Numbers 12:2, JPS).  

HaShem responds by rebuking Miriam and Aaron, reminding them that the level of prophecy that Moses received is such that the L-RD speaks with him face to face, and that Moses is the trusted one in all His house. He asks Miriam and Aaron, “Wherefore then were ye not afraid to speak against My servant, against Moses?” (Numbers 12:8, JPS).

Then HaShem strikes Miriam with leprosy; although, upon Moshe’s immediate plea to heal her, the L-RD heals her; yet, she is placed in quarantine for seven days. She is treated as a metzorah (similar to a leper), wherein she is removed to the outer limits of the camp. This, like any metzorah who receives the same treatment, will give Miriam time to reflect upon her criticism.

We must do the same, when we are cognizant of offending others. Too often, we speak freely, without thinking of the consequences. Moreover, we disrespect others, when we do not recognize their own integrity and uniqueness. Criticism almost always has a negative impact on the individual who is targeted; except if it is constructive feedback said out of compassion.

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parasha Nasso 5784

“When a man or woman shall commit any sin that men commit, to commit a trespass against the L-RD, and that soul be guilty; then they shall confess their sin which they have done.” – Numbers 5:6-7, JPS 1917 Tanach

According to the Talmud (Pesachim 54a), G-d created teshuvah (repentance), before the creation of the world. This teaching connotes the significance of teshuvah for tikkun hanefesh (rectification of the soul), and tikkun olam (repair of the world). In light of another passage in the Talmud (Megillah 13b), that speaks of the remedy being created before the wound, teshuvah is elevated to a panacea, an all-around cure, capable of transforming lives.

The first person to do teshuvah (repentance), as recorded in the Torah is Yehudah. He publicly acknowledged his transgression, after realizing his guilt. Also, King David, upon hearing a mashal (parable) about a rich man who had many sheep; yet, demanded the one and only sheep of a poor person for dinner, was told by the prophet that he was that man; consequently, he immediately confessed his sin. If only we had the resolve of biblical proportion to act in a decisive way, without hesitance, in recognizing our trespasses against G-d and man.

A sincere confession is necessary to diminish the influence of the yetzer hara (evil inclination), designating past ways of transgression to the past, in order to begin anew (Maimonides). Acknowledging past mistakes, and attitudes, as well as behaviors that are not in accord with a righteous way of living is an act of character, that supplements self-improvement.

“And to him that ordereth his way aright will I show the salvation of G-d” (Psalm 50:23, JPS). When we improve upon our ways, our efforts will elicit a response from Above. For, HaShem gives us the opportunity to do teshuvah, to rectify our ways, so that we may be reconciled to Him.

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Omer Count: Day 34 – yesod shebbe hod

foundation within humility

The foundation of humility in our lives is mentioned by the Rambam, in his letter. He recommends distancing ourselves from anger. This will lead toward the quality of humility becoming imbued in the heart. The means that he gives for a practical manner to protect against anger is to always speak gently to all people. How much moreso to parents, grandparents, and the elderly in general? (a rhetorical question, meant to prompt us to do so).

Since many people’s relationship and feelings toward G-d is based upon their relationship to their parents, honoring our parents should also lead toward humility toward HaShem. The Ramban explains that in general, humility leads toward yiras HaShem (awe, reverence and respect toward G-d). So, humility can serve as a stepping-stone to a foundational aspect of yiddishkeit: yiras HaShem.

If we focus on improving our character, one step at a time, the goal will not seem so distant. Talking to others in a gentle manner can serve to help us place one foot in front of the other on the road to humility.

parasha Behar 5784

“And the L-RD spoke unto Moses in Mount Sinai, saying: Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them: When ye come into the land which I give you, then shall the land keep a Sabbath unto the L-RD.” – Leviticus 25:1-2, JPS 1917 Tanach

The Torah, specifically, mentions that the commandment of Shemitah, wherein the land is to lie fallow every seven years, “a Sabbath unto the L-RD,” was given on Mount Sinai. Why is this particular commandment, singled out, as being given at Mount Sinai? The Sages say, that this serves as a reminder that all the commandments, not only the Decalogue – the Ten Commandments – were given at Sinai. Yet, this still does not answer the question, why is the commandment of Shemitah given prominence?

Shemitah is a commandment that requires strong emunah (faith): for it is the trust in HaShem to provide enough crops in the previous year, to eat, while the land lies fallow, until the third year, when the harvest arrives. Emunah (faith), the essential element that was initially exhibited at Sinai, when B’nei Yisrael committed to observing the commandments, before actually hearing them (na’aseh v’nishmah) is exemplified in regard to the commandment of Shemitah.

This faith is integral to receiving the commandments on Sinai, inasmuch that G-d guarantees that during the seventh year, when the land lies fallow, He provides enough food from the previous year, to last throughout the seventh year, as well as the next year, when the crops are being planted. Only HaShem could make this guarantee; so, we see the connection.

Omer Count: Day 27 – Foundational Truths

Yesod shebbe Netzach: Foundation of Victory

How well am I able to maintain an active participation in the foundational truths of my life? Do I only have an intellectual understanding of those truths? Or, am I able to ground those truths within the framework of my everyday life? Moreover, when faced with challenges, within and without, how well will that foundation prove to support the overall structure of my belief and practice?

The stronger my foundation, the greater my ability to endure the storms of life. If my foundation is like a house built upon a rock, then it will be more secure than a foundation built upon sand. A solid foundation is one that will withstand the changing seasons, because the underlying principles are founded upon timeless truths. Yet, a foundation built upon the shifting sands of societal norms will not last. Without a firm foundation we will sink into this quagmire of confusion. Without building blocks that will provide a sure foundation, a structure built upon empty truths, ultimately, will not be established.

The measure of strength of a foundation may very well be its resistance to change; therefore, only time-tested truths will ultimately prevail. The establishment of any foundation that is not in accord with those truths will ultimately fail to provide the shelter that only can only be provided through what is Heaven sent.

Omer: Day 25 – One Life to Live

Netzach shebbe Netzach: Victory within Victory:

(The attribute of netzach may also be rendered as endurance).

Our place in this world, and our time in eternity is sweetened by the victory of life over death, as mentioned in the Book of Isaiah. “He will swallow up death for ever; and the L-RD G-D will wipe away tears from off all faces” (Isaiah 25:8, JPS 1917 Tanach).

G-d has placed eternity in our hearts, so that we might have a glimpse of eternity within us. We are able to aspire towards that eternity, having sensed a time and place of continual existence in our heart. Otherwise, what reward will we have at the end of a life well-lived? If we endure the challenges of this life, only for the sake of monetary gain, pleasure, or posterity, then we are being misled by the false promises of this world.

“This world is like a vestibule before the world to come; prepare yourself in the vestibule, that you mayest enter into the banquet hall” (Pirkei Avos 4:21). We are to prepare ourselves, through the refinement of our character, and living a morally upright life, according to G-d’s standard, for the sake of obtaining a good place in Olam Haba (the World to Come).

Omer Count: Day 17 – tiferes shebbe tiferes

Tiferes shebbe Tiferes: Harmony within Harmony

The epitome of harmony and balance within all of creation was present in the beginning within Gan Eden (the Garden of Eden). That harmony was disrupted, when Adam and Chava (Eve) partook of forbidden fruit from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Up until that moment, the progenitors of humankind lived in a nondual world of blissful connection to G-d. Their relationship to Him was whole, and immersed in complete Oneness. They were at one with each other, and all of creation as well.

However, subsequent to their disobedience, the world became an admixture of good and evil. Throughout history, these two forces often appeared in sharp outlines, discernible even to the casual eye, as well as the more carefully honed conscience. Today, the blur between good and evil that seems to have proliferated during the last several decades is increasing to the point whereof the boundaries are no longer clearly marked in society. Moreover, the emergent zeitgeist reflects the prophet’s words, “woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that change darkness into light, and light into darkness; that change bitter into sweet, and sweet into bitter” (Isaiah 5:20, JPS 1917 Tanach).

Through emes (truth) and emunah (faith), harmony can be restored. By bringing compassion into a disharmonious world, beginning within our own spheres of existence, we can meet the challenges ahead. Mankind has fallen far since the days of yore; yet, recovery of the soul is still possible.

Omer Count: Day 11

Netzach shebbe Gevurah

The combination of attributes, netzach within gevurah represents the endurance of strength through maintaining discipline over oneself, and unruly emotions as noted in Proverbs. Scripture, especially the insights found in Proverbs, may serve as a reflection on human behavior, as well as a prescription for right conduct. Thus, to paraphrase Solomon, he who rules over his passions is greater than he who is able to conquer a city (Proverbs 16:32). For “he that ruleth his spirit,” through subduing negative emotions may succeed in understanding (Proverbs 16:32, 14:29). Otherwise, one might become like “a city that is broken down, and without walls” (Proverbs 25:28).

Keeping this in mind, it is interesting to note that netzach is also characterized as “victory.” Sometimes it is better to focus on our inner battles, than to seek to be victorious over external circumstances that are beyond our control. I can work on changing myself for the better; hopefully, as a result, I will be in a position to positively affect others in a limited sphere of influence. Beyond that amount of impact, I recognize that I have very little sway over what occurs in the world at large.

Netzach, further associated with the idea of “conducting” or “orchestrating” helps to keep me focused on my own sense of place, in relationship to the bigger picture, while recognizing that only G-d has the omnipotence to be all powerful.